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[29 Dec 2006|02:30am] |
wow the only time I post on this thing is if I am mad or sad or upset. I will ramble till I am done and no one can stop me. I do not understand how people can be so fake. What happened to real people? Did they all die off after WW2 or something. Are there any gentlemen or ladies in the world today? I dont care if anyone is reading this or if anyone is enteratined by my writing. I hate my life. I hate fake dumb bitches. I hate always having the same pointless conversations with people. I want to be unknown and unfelt. I would love it to be an outcast. Fuck it I will continue this meaningless frivel later.
Peace.
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[16 Nov 2006|01:37pm] |
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I don't like how things are going right now. I have a job that I hate. Red Lobster is host to some of the world's worst people at their finest moments. I want to kill almost every customer that comes in that place. I can't stand where I live, which is behind three bars so every Thursday-Sunday there is a drunk army parading around outside my apartment until about 2:30 in the morning. I am living with my brother who seems to eat everything and live like a slob. I bought food for a couple of weeks and he eats almost all of the good stuff in one night. I am behind in school so today I have to spend all day doing school work. I cant smoke anymore for a while until I get everything all straightened out. I just feel like I don't have a life at all. Every time I update this journal it is only filled with bullshit depressing things. Maybe that is my life. I would give anything to be back in high school. I really want to fall off the face of the earth, or maybe become invisible. I am so tired of pushing things away but I have to. I don't know if anyone can hear me please let me know.
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Well it is a new year, 2006. I had a really good New Year. All I can say about that is FUCK YEA! I really have to start buckling down and saving money for this summer when I move out and on my own. I got accepted to FSU for the summer term so I am gonna move there late July get a job and apartment and start school in early June. I sent in all the money to pay off the tickets so I should have my license by the end of this week which is really sweet. I just can't wait till I get the fuck out of St. Augustine and start to lead my life however the fuck I wnat to live it. Do whatever I want. I have already found a pretty sweet one bedroom apartment 100 yards form casmpus so I could walk to class if I want(I probably will) Lately has been so crazy for me , I feel like I am gonna go crazy sometimes because there is soo much bullshit in my life but then I realize that it isnt that end of the world and then I keep on truckin. I am a really off the wall kinda person. Well I guess I'm out. Peace
-Johnny
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[27 Nov 2005|02:18pm] |
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Today sucks! I have called all of my friends but no one answers my phone calls. I haven't updated this thing in so long but it doesn't matter because whenever I do no one comments. I guess I will just update everyone on how I am. I lost my license. I didn't pay a late fee on a ticket so they took it away. I totaled my dads truck so now I have to get my own insurance and pay $300 in tickets. I wish I could call you but it is so hard to reach you. You have to call me sometimes too. I want us to be together so bad! Some nights I just sit in bed waiting to hear you knocking on my sliding glass door like the old days. I am in a really bad mood. I am really depressed. I don't even know why I am posting this stupid ass shit. I applied to FSU and I really hope that I get in. If not I am applying to UCF and UNF. Or I might just stay here and go to SJRCC. I am still not sure what I want to do. It is weird how much I have changed over the years since I have lived here in St. Augustine. Like last year I listened to hardcore music, wore tight ass girl pants, and didnt have as many friends as I do this year. Then this year I wear not so tight of pants and listen to rap. I dont really notice when these transformations happen because it is over a period of a couple of months. I just hope that all the people I meet during these different periods of my life will still like me no matter what I wear or listen to. Every person I have met, I wish, will always be my friend. I am sorry for taking up everyone's friends page with my drivel. I love everyone who reads all of this. -Jonathan Olen Hubbard
a.k.a.-Johnny 2times
a.k.a.-J Hubs
a.k.a.-Jon
a.k.a.-Hubba Hubba
a.k.a.-Johnny
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[19 Mar 2005|10:51am] |
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I went and saw the ring 2 last night and it was a really good movie. It was scary and everything but it was just a good movie too. Wow my car smells like shit and it is dirty as hell, I am totally gonna go clean my car before I go to work. I am exactly like that. I will let something fester until it is unbearable. Also last night I got some nike low top air force ones. They are so freaking sweet. Austin got some g-unit shoes. We are like thugs now. I mean if you think about it I have been a thug all along. haha. Oh snap I am going down to Orlando for my spring break and that is gonna be awesome!!!! Dude someone down there should throw a party for me! I know it won't happen but it is cool to think about. Alright gonna go clean my car. out.
johnny
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[24 Dec 2004|12:49pm] |
check this shit out!
www.myspace.com/stonewalljackson
<3
stonewall johnny
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[20 Nov 2004|01:42am] |
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Yea...Tonight was fun and stupid at the same time....All the bands were good....I love dancing to If The Accident Will with the S.A.R.S....ahha.....I saw Tori there at the show and that was awesome...haven't seen her in a long long time.....She told me what to do about my situation and that rocked alot because maybe now I have something to hope for....Amanda was there too....haven't seen her in a while either...It was fun walking downtown and just chillin because I could talk to someone abouit how gay everything is without them being all like no its not, your just gay johnny....I don't know.....And once again Kelsea and I talked about gross stuff again for the whole night...but that is cool in its own aspect.....but STILL I had to be gay and think about everything so that is what dragged my night down...just thinking about everything in my life....aahhhh...it seems so hopeless...but fuck everyone if they just think oh how sad for that girl and not do shit...I am gonna do everything I can!!....peace...Great no I am pissed again....Whatever....Tonight was fun and the S.A.R.S. will reassemble at the next SA show...haha...peace....niggas
johnny
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| "...I got a problem solver...and his name is REVOLVER..." |
[18 Nov 2004|09:55pm] |
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haha yea thats Dr. Dre...haha....damn staying home and watching movies instead of doing shit outside after school is way better sometimes!!! underoath and coheed was bad as shit last night....there were soo many people....I said sorry every other word...sooo many people...first band (named 3) were kinda gay..ok GAY...but then underoath played and all the kids were trying to hxc dance but there were so many kids everywhere that nobody could..it was kinda funny because everyone was liek push it out and spent all the time pushing it out and not dancing....but it was still fun as hrell...and then we all went upstairs for coheed and watched them...they were fucking badass......it was just a fun show.....but yea...hopefully this weekend will be fun.....i gotta go do a reaction journal on a book for english now so see you later....<3
johnny
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[13 Nov 2004|11:54pm] |
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This fucking life sucks dick. I wish I could get out of this slump I'm in. I'm tired of people and their fucking happy little existence. I'm tired of always having to just get by. Whatever. I don't ever get enbough sleep. I hate work because of the gay ass people who work there and all the fucking hours they give me. I just want a fucking break form school, work, life. I haven't seen my girlfriend for like 2 weeks for reasons you don't need to hear. I just want to be with her. I could give a shit about anything else. Whatever. I just need to get out of this depression. Only wya to get out of this is to get sleep, work giving me less hours, and Rylee. I dont know, sorry for taking up your friends page with my shit.
Johnny
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[26 Oct 2004|04:52pm] |
hey guys i need some input on what i should call my new band here is what i got
1. Robert E. Lee
2. Stonewall Jackson
3. Confederate Army
4. May West
7. Pieces of You
8. A River Named Jordan
9. A New Ear For Van Gogh
10. Out For Blood
11. B. Y. O. B. (think of something to go with it like bloodiest year of boston, or something)
12. Back Alley Interrupter
13. 7 Hills
14. 3rd Estate
15. To the End of Van Gogh
16. Super Cargo
some are definately gay but give me some feedback on which one i should use
thanks
johnny
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[21 Oct 2004|11:27pm] |
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wow i fucking ahte my life...fuck everything and evryone in it...all of you who read this./..suck my little dinky root....i can never get a fukcing break with anything...anything i do or have is not up to par...ia m always behind in everything i do or am even involved in.....i can never get a head....everything in my life is just par or below never greater...later...
johnny
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[14 Oct 2004|11:30pm] |
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i went up to atlanta with monroe and runnerup to the show they were playing with across five aprils....it was a fun road trip....ahaha half the way up there somone got on childhood board games then mason got stuck on crossfire...then one with the commercial..."don't get caught up in the crossfire...crossfire...CROSSFIRE!"....ahah...so we just kept on singing the commercial...it was funny...it was such a long way up there...but it was cool..... when we got there..there were only liek 15 or 20 kids there....and across five aprils sucked dick live...i liked the cd alot but they sucked live...but whatever...yea my parents aren't gonna be here tomorrow so if anyone wants to stop by and visit me in the latter part of the night just give me a call at 794-7246.....and we can chill and get drunk!...cause that is all i do is get drunk and be annoying....
i can be really gay at times and im pretty sure i was being really really gay in the van on the way up to atlanta...but fuck what people think about me...hah im such a faggot...whatever
xo
johnny
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[09 Oct 2004|01:24am] |
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Hey this is johnny.....i got home from work at like 12 tonight.....i am mad and tired like crazy...but i made over a hundred dollars so i am happ..homecoming is tomorrow...and yea i geuss i am going.....i am definately taking 6 or 7 shots before i go in...haah dull the gayness....so yea the new bury your dead is very numetal and mall-core...it is weird and i dont really like it......but teh old bury your dead is still awesome as hell.....i am going to get off work sunday and go see from fizzle to lizzle down in orlando with joshua ashley and austine reese...that will fun as hell....then i am going up to atlanta with them and other members of monroe this tuesday and wednesday and thursday...fior their and across five aprils' show.......it is gonna be an awesome week i can already tell......so life has been pretty cool lately...even though i havent been doing my homework at home i somehow get it in to the teacher and get credit for it.....so that rocsk in a cool way....alright i am gonna go to bed cause work was tiring and i like sleep....so i miss rylee a whole whole bunch and wish she was here...but i can have her memory for now....xoxoxox
johnny
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[16 Sep 2004|10:44pm] |
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if the accident will is having a reunion show...so i think that old city ruckus is gonna play it as well so if you liek dold city ruckus or you wanna see su for the first time or if you wanna chekc the bass player's butt or if you wanna hate on us just come to that show i will tell everyone when that is coming up.....so yea life is kinda in a slump...the job tha used to be great isnt that great anymore....i havent been making money like i used to...so im mad....i havent been getting any sleep lately....so im tired and school sucks cause im tired......i feel liek all the money that i ahve saved up is gone cause it is lent out to family memebrs....but i am gonna make the best of life...so nothin but smiles for me....
i am going to go to homecoming again this year...but i am mos def gonna get trashed before it this year...i think it iwll add a sense of pizzaz to it ya know?.
....haha...alright i updated just for you rylee!..haha.xoxo...alright im gonna go to bed now...night
Xx johnny drunk-edge xX
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hey everbody...haven't been on here in a while......i remember when i used to go here like everday.....yea so schol is pretty fun this year...i am doing my homework...and no cheating tests...so i geuss that is good.....i am starting a band...so if you like breakodwns you will liek this band....that is all it is gonna be...it is ognna be liek blink 182 but breakdowns..a bnch of jackasses playing cool music...ahah..i still need a name though...i iwll probably call it something liek out for blood..or spilt blood....breakdown the world..ahah...yea right.....so yea i dont drive till december so thats cool....wow..long time....so yea i am greowing my hair out again..so it will return to its long and curly nature....i think i will like it better like that...i iwll probably look uglier but ehhh i always have....alright so taht is a cool update....maybe
johnny
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dang this weekend was bad ass. well not that bad ass. um friday i worked till 11 but that was straight with me cause money is good to me. my bro ( head and shoulders) came up and stayed the weekend so that has been fun. he is soo cute with his long hair like mine --o wait like mine used to be haah yeah nigs i cut it and i think it looks cute, but not like mel gibson or toby keith cute but close! it is like an inch short. everyone if you want to go to a cool ( wait gay) show tuesdya you should totally go to fusion and see OCR it is liek 10 bucks to get in but you get food and drinks all night but if you wnat i can prob get you in for free. but it will be fun i will give a good show..ahah and kevin will be a faggot..whatever. damn talkin to rachel just lets stress go away..ahah. ok this post is all over the place so, im out like a skinny kid at football camp.
johnny
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[19 Feb 2004|10:12pm] |
dnag since i have updated last my band OLD CITY RUCKUS has played like 3 shows. i think that they have been good. and we are approaching another show. i dont wnat to play another show for a while after this show on the 27th. ahah i am fucking smooth as hell with my teachers...i slacked off in liek 3 of my classes for like a week and i had gotten f's in all three classes but with my charm and class i got all three grades back to b's damnit i am good...haha.....lately i have been wanting to fucking get rid of my fucking mop and just have a hair cut and a style to it but i odnt knwo what the fuck ot do with it? oh shit niggers and niggets i am getting my license in less than half a month now holy shit..woot...taht will be soo sex....alrigt pecae out
johnny
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! |
[21 Jan 2004|12:05am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to emily dang girl you are 16 how crazy!! damn well i hope that your birthday is sweet!! happy birhtday!!!!! haha happy birthday
o yeah its mine too
johnny
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[20 Jan 2004|07:20am] |
HAPPY BIRTHAY!! to annelle pearlie hubbard, my mom
january 20, 1951-february 7, 1997
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[13 Jan 2004|01:48pm] |
YO WHATUP!
hey whatup guys and girls i am having fun up here in GA. it is fun visiting with the fam. here in a while i am gonna go ride the 4-wheeler!!! gonna be hot. i got all my work for school this week but i probabaly wont do it until i get back down there. i went up to macon to the best buy wanting to buy some PTW but the stupid fucks didnt have any. i was soo pissed. no hxc at all. but whatever. ok so now i have alot of choices for transportation. up here they have two brand new astro vans. one uncle said they he would sell me his astro for $2000 plus take over payments(which are $400 a month) and my other uncle has a car that has like 200,000 miles on it but i could give him a $1000 for it, and it would be mine. but he said that he wnats me to have a reliable car so he doenst rally wnat to give me that car. and then there is another new van. he siad taht i could take over payments but i cnat really remember if i had to give him money or not. but i would totally take over payments of the astro but then i remembered INSURANCE!! and that is gonna be liek $200 a month so taht is awesome. i am gonna be getting an increase in hours at work so i could pay for the payments but i dont know abo[ut the insurance. whatever. alright i am gonna go eat sopme delicious lunch. my aunt is an excellent cook. remember my thanksgiving entry. i worte a whole page about what she cooked and how delicious it was. haah i thought taht it was very funny. alright gotta go later. hope the crew is ready for friday night! johnny gonna get crazy!! F.S.U. ALL NIGHT!!!!!!!
johnny
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